What if I got hit by a bus?

Have you ever heard the expression What if I get hit by a bus tommorow? Its usually used when talking about work and cross training etc.

I've been more concerned recently about that. 4 times in the past week, I went to calls where people were living their life, and all of a sudden. They are getting strapped to a back board and for most having the first helicopter ride ever.

A couple were drunk, and as far as I'm concerned got exactly what they should have expected. Those ones get little sympathy from me.

Its the ones who were just living their life, and bam they are now in hospital with many months of recovery ahead of them.

And, a friend and FF recently was involved in a traumatic accident and is too going to be on his back for months...

It really has made me start to question my own mortality. Driving down the hiway with my kids now results in my being over cautious about the other folks on the road. Maybe its PTSD symptoms. I don't know.

What I do know for sure is that we'd all better have our ducks in a row. Financially, personally, professionally. Make peace with yourself now as you may not have a chance to do it later.


Deep huh?


Alright. Back to adrenaline, lights and sirens.

p.s. this post was not proof read... it just kind of spewed out. Maybe its therapy. If there are grammar errors, too bad. Move along, nothing to see here.